I keep seeing other girls in photos or on the beach....girls that you're talking to on your phone... and honestly, it's hard to say that my ego isn't touched... it totally is...
I feel self conscious.. I feel ugly.. mainly in the sense that my skin isn't clean.. I can feel the dirt, grime, and toxins in my pores and in my veins and it makes me feel worse than the pretty girls do...
I want to look like that.. not in the sense that I'm truly unhappy with myself... but in the sense that I want to feel as confident as they look.
I know things take time.. But sometimes I wish I could just wake up and have everything the way that I see it in my dreams.
Sometimes...yeah...
I want to be desired...
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