Awesome.

I can't sleep and I need to write..
Typing is the way to go in the dark I guess..

I hate the distant feeling that I get from you sometimes..
If I have a reaction to anything at all... Literally, anything... You pull away from me and that's it. I don't exist. You just fall asleep' that's your master solution. Somehow you're able to do it just like that, and then I'm left wide awake with my head in a million different places and I can't fucking stand it...

I can't control it if I'm going to have a reaction to something. What am I supposed to do? Just be a robot and not feel anything? Not react, or have a response like a normal person? Believe me, if I could just... not care.. about anything? Oh, I'd jump on it. You've taught me that not caring is the way to go, I guess..
It's usually your method to life...
So I suppose if it works for you it might as well work for me too right?

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I don't like this game anymore....